Nancy: Horny young housewife’s “cheating” with black neighbors evolves into Hotwife-Cuckold behavior – Part 4

[This entry was initially posted to the original Red Keyhole blog on 6 June 2011.]

This is Part 4 of a case narrative, assembled and edited from excerpts drawn from a posting to a personal sexual narratives forum in 2005, illustrating the confession of an ethnically white young woman, Nancy, about her experiences in “cheating” with various black neighbors and other sex partners in her apartment complex. It further illustrates the peculiarly strong sexual predilection some white females have for sexual activity with black males.

The case is presented here for its research interest and educational value. Because of the length of this narrative, it is being segmented into 5 parts. This is Part 4.

This particular case is somewhat unusual, in appearing to illustrate “cheating” behavior that morphs into Hotwife-Cuckold behavior, with some characteristics of polyamory. The case is also useful in illustrating in some detail the emotional, psychological, and physical processes leading to and implicated in the development of these activities and relationships – perhaps helpful to other women having similar sexual needs and desires.

Also illustrated in this case is the female narrator’s peculiar tolerance for verbal abuse and even minimal physical abuse. This tolerance and even sexual stimulation from being called sexist names (and otherwise “talking dirty”) is a surprisingly widespread attitude among many women, especially white women in relationships or activities with black sex partners. Mainly because it is explicitly a source of sexual pleasure to the woman, and has a role in the mutual sex play with black partners that occurs, this language has been retained in this narrative

Obviously, these emotional and psychological dynamics have some similarities to BDSM behavior, and domination-submission sex play in particular. This is certainly not condoned by women’s rights advocates, but it is a reality, and whether it will eventually disappear in a more liberated society is difficult to predict.

These and many other features of this case provide unusual insight into the complex mental, emotional, psychological, and physical processes that can be involved in complex modern alternative sexual behavior. Certainly, cases such as this further expand the envelope of behavior and morality, and what might be called “family values”.

One additional caveat: Nancy appears to engage in unprotected sexual intercourse with a number of male partners who are strangers or acquaintances known only briefly. The particular circumstances in this case are unknown, but as a general rule, unprotected sex with a partner whose health condition with respect to STD (sexually transmitted disease, possibly HIV) is unknown, can be extremely risky, indeed dangerous, and is inadvisable.

In the previous case narrative segment, Nancy engages in a threesome with Drew and his friend Harry. Then, in the middle of the night, she leaves her husband’s bed and sneaks to Drew’s apartment for more sex. However, when she reveals she could become pregnant, this enrages Drew, and he breaks off their affair, leaving Nancy in emotional misery: “I was in such a state of depression I didn’t know what to do.”

These excerpts have been lightly edited to improve orthography and readability.

I sat at my kitchen table crying, and the phone rang, and I jumped for it, hoping it was Drew. It was Cindy, and she heard me tell her what happened, and she said she would be right up.

When she arrived, I explained, in great detail, my relations with Drew. I told her of the kneeling, and the two-men play, and everything, and what Drew concluded when I said I thought I might be pregnant with his baby.

She reminded me that black men don’t want to hear that shit. They very much like it when they knock-up a white woman but they don’t want any of the responsibilities that go with it.

She told me that I needed to find another man to take Drew’s place. I told her I couldn’t even think of another man, but I needed Drew to love me.

She said that her man, having seen me talking to her, wanted to meet me. She warned me that what he really wanted to do was to fuck me.

I asked if she minded his fucking other women and she said that she had no real choice, and so it might as well be with someone she likes. She called her man, Greg, and asked him to come to her apartment. She convinced me that I should just come and say hello to Greg and that’s all.

Greg was very sweet and comforting, and I soon found myself naked with the other two, and Cindy and I taking turns sucking Greg’s big cock. He fucked me and I loved it, and I had sex with Cindy and I found I loved that, also.


Some wives or girlfriends involved in “cheating” may expand the envelope of their alternative sexual behavior (and intensify their own sexual pleasure) to include engaging in an FMF threesome with another male and female.

After I left her apartment I was even more depressed. Here I was, a woman who had never had an orgasm with a man until a few days ago, and now I was fucking anything that could walk and eating another woman’s pussy. I was very frightened at how much I loved it.

What was becoming of my life? I had been given pleasure like I never imagined, and I think I may be pregnant with a black man’s baby. What am I doing?

When John came home from his golf game, I couldn’t hide my tears, and he was very concerned. I told him it was because I was alone so much, and after about an hour of crying and listening to how caring John was, I admitted to my fucking the next-door neighbor.

I thought he was going to go crazy with what I had done. Instead, he confessed that his favorite fantasy was to think about my fucking black men while he hid and watched. I told him of my having two men at the same time, and as I told him, he took off his clothes and masturbated as I talked.

When I told him about the one man being in my pussy and then the other slipping into my ass, he shot a huge load of cum, which I leaned over and swallowed. I had never done that to him before, and it was obvious that he loved my swallowing his cum.

For the first time he licked my pussy after I told him how my black men licked me, and he seemed to like it, and I came for the first time with him as he tongued my hole. I told John that Drew might have gotten me pregnant, since he fucked me several times while I was fertile. My John hugged me, and said if I was pregnant, we would work it out.

I felt a huge love for the man to whom I was married. He begged me to get Drew into our bedroom, and fuck his brains out while he hid in the closet.